Korean inspired look

Hello everyone,
so here I am today again, with another inspired makeup look for you, and OH first of all, let me say Happy Easter!!
Been so long didn't post anything since about 2 weeks ago right?
As usual, I'm having a lot of extra time to play with my stuffs, I mean with my makeup stuffs, and usually I was bored, so I choose to play with my face & makeup.
So let's cut the long talks and straight to the case, LOLOLOLL!

Here's the pictures! :)

Products that I've used usually was the same as the others makeup look I've posted! :)
Go check to the previous makeup look blog.
We'll see you in another post ladies..

                                                                                             xoxo,

                                                                                                              Lia.

I'm loving you the best I know how

Not really a necessary post,
but here I am today, well.. duh I couldn't tell what I really feel by now.
Just.. feeling a little romantic today. LOL

Maybe this post sounds really just kind of bullshits, actually, this is what I know about love.
I didn't mean to be an expert here, but I just need some self talk, because it's kinda embarrassing if I have to tell this with someone, well maybe not embarrassing, but kinda awkward..

I may be too young to know about love,
I may be too innocent to understand what's love,
but as long as I know it,
it never goes the way you wanted it to be,
it never ever happen the way you wondered,
and the hardest part of growing up is that fairytales never really exist in real world.
The way I experienced myself,
I never regret anything about it
To be frank, it hurts, yeah it hurts.
No love story always had a happy ending,
But it doesn't mean that you can never had a happy ending though.
The way I see it, I just wonder why I suffered this much?
Why it can't just flow, the way I wanted it to be?
Why I'm always losing the one that really means a lot, the one that I really feel safe when they're around, the one that you want to spend a lifetime together?
And believe me, I never really understand why.
But one thing that keeps me "have a little hope", is that God give me strength to face this.
I know that God never give problems that HE knows I can't handle.

Maybe I don't even understand what's the meaning about love,
the way I see it, I'm just loving someone,
I give the best I can, I do the best I could,
I am human, I made mistakes,
I'm not perfect, I screwed sometimes,
I sometimes can't handle myself,
Well somebody needs a little time to get through it,
but what I really need is someone that could understand,
and just know that it's okay to be not okay sometimes.

Let me tell you this,
I rarely found someone, someone who can make me smile,
I mean a "real" guy, not including my friends.
That's kind of different story.

I rarely found someone,
Someone that can keeps my heart beating only for him.
Someone that when I looked into his eyes, my world feels so complete,
Someone that makes me feel completely safe around him,
Someone that I never get tired of waiting,
That someone, who takes my breath away when he looked into my eyes,
the eyes that I wanted to see for the rest of my life,
the face that I wanted to see when I wake up every morning,
the hands that I wanted to hold and never let go of it,
the one that can never be compared with anything in this world.
The one and only kind of people. ♥

I don't need fancy cars,
I don't need an expensive things,
Every little things that you give, it's just enough for me.
The best gift I ever asked for is YOU.
Every single time Ive spent with you is the moment I treasured.
You give me something that you couldn't get back,
TIME.

Tell me I'm smart with words, yeah I do,
But just let me tell you, that's what I ever feel when I'm with you.
Don't tell me to stop loving you, because I couldn't.
'Cuz Right now I'm loving you the best I know how. ♥


OH WELL, I really wish I could say that whole thing for real. Someday. :)
Goodnight ♥

Throwback

So, this is my random post for today, and this will be the last before I go to sleep, reminding me how warm-hearted ME back then..

I've made this quotes for the one and only boy I loved on his birthday back then, well in the past few years ago. Even though now I've lost him, hahaha.
So it's called "throwback", and I kinda likey this quote of mine.

Well, if some people are meant to be together, eventually they will, maybe not today, just someday.

No offense dear, I only remember in need to let go.. :)

♥

The best things in life is..  
Knowing that someone loves you more than you ever know,

I know I may be selfish sometimes,
but I know you can handle it,

You know how to treat me well,
like I'm the only one for you, 
Thank you for ever making me feel so special,

I love every single thing you did to me,

Like how you sing to me,
I like the way you say you love me,

The way you missed me,
The way you laugh, 
The way you hug me,
and The way you look at me,
 and one thing, 
I love the way you smile,
I love it more if I am the reason!
  I miss the time when we had a very long conversation on the phone, 
Even I didn't say much, cus I love to hear your sweet voices,
 Thank you for the bear also, 
I just pretend that it's you when you're not around,  
I know that's not the same as if you're here though..
 Wishing you had a great and awesome birthday there baby, 
Oh I really wish you're still here!

We don't know what could happen tomorrow, 
If we're meant to be together, we will be together :) 
Your happiness is my happiness too, 
And if there comes a time when we can't be together, 
Keep me in your heart, I'll stay there forever. 

No matter what happen in the future, 
but one thing you should know,

I love you more than yesterday, and I don't want to lose you!

It's hard to believe that I finally found someone like you,

and I wish I don't have to find another you.
I don't have to say it out loud,
but you know that
I love you unconditionally! 

♥

Rest in Peace my Grand-Uncles

 

Hello everyone,
so I just got back from Bali yesterday (Monday).
And got two bad news at the same time.
My Grand-Uncles has passed away on Sunday & Monday.

My prayers goes to both of you, may you rest in peace Giu-Kung.

I know you're now with God, be strong to those families that left behind.

                                                           xoxo,

                                                                    Lia.

Happy Birthday :)

Hello everyone,
well sorry for my disappearance! :(
Kinda busy with my new schedule, yea got into beauty class in a couple months.
So today I just want to say,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 

to someone

wishing you nothing but the best

May God bless all the things you wanna do,

have a goodluck on your career & life,

and wishing you could get anything that you truly deserve,  

have a blast!

I always pray for you..

Sie wissen, Ich liebe dich mehr, als ich jemals geliebt jemand.Ich liebe dich :)

                                                               xoxo,

                                                                    Lia.

One year.

Hello everyone,
Sorry for my disappearing from my blog for current few weeks, been busy with course etc.
Well, as you could remember last year is the most terrific year for me, well for you too maybe. lol

Easter is on April, 8th last year. REMEMBER? haha..
Yea it's our first year anniversary IF we're still together. DUH
No judging okay. :-/
And yeah.. time flies SO SO SO SO fast!

You have no idea, if we tried to remember everything, we've change so much, we grow old, we're maturer than last year, we changed a lot, A LOT, from our lifestyle, our behavior, our job, our careers, our life, almost everything changed.
Did you realize it? I realize. Yes in my opinion, I've changed a lot! haha :)
And to be honest.. Last year, I never imagine my life would be like this today. Who the hell knows our future right? Money comes and goes, People comes and goes, Friends comes and goes, Problems comes and goes, etc. Note this, I didn't complaining okay?

I don't know what I have to say again,
Guess you know what I wanna say.. :)

p.s. i love you

xoxo,

Lia

New Announcement! :))

Hey everyone!

Just so you know that I updated my blog banner just now :)

Come and take a look!

 

Okay, maybe this banner didn't suit my girly -blog before #LOL!

But i don't know why, I like the colors, hey rainbow is now trending! hahaha

Enjoy and stay tune.. :)

                         xoxo,

                                  Lia.

See you in November! :(

Hello everyone, it's been so long since my last post OMG!
Sorry, kinda busy lately :(
I promise to provide free time to update my blog for the days ahead...

So, this is the second week where my status is no longer a single, hahaha .. but in a relationship. :p
not something likely to be an interesting post for you guys, but it means a lot to me.

24 April 2012 is the day that really drained me emotionally, during the year 2012 for me ..
Where I just feel the happiness of falling in love a.k.a dating for 2 weeks, and had been left by my boyfriend, go abroad, to the country side! #LOL!
It doesn't matter, it's His decision from the first time, long before he began to close to me :)

Not his fault, nor my fault, it has become our previous commitments, which I already knew that he would go to work, not in Indonesia (but Russia). OMG!
Can you imagine that? fortunately, our time difference is not much different, just 3 hours, well our time in Indonesia faster 3 hours from Moscow (St.Petersburg). :)

I've been mentally prepared before he actually left Indonesia. This is just a new early stage, yet the next stage, where one day at some point, I felt tired and needed him beside me but he couldn't, and so is he. To be honest I was not fully prepared to be left by him, but what can I do? slowly but surely, I can handle that. *amen* :)

Communication is the only important thing in this long-distance relationship. And also the understanding of the two lovers to understand the existing situation. Maybe it's just too hard, very hard at first, we communicate almost everyday, whether it be just texts or phone. Listening to his voice before I'm going to sleep, sometimes we fall asleep together while on the phone, listening to his cute voice, how he sings to me, his laugh, it makes my day. :')
 
Because our distance is way too far and certainly couldn't made any call everyday because it cost expensive, we certainly rely on a strong connection (including through facebook, chat, or skype). Maybe that's not enough cause I miss him, and I wonder if he missed me too. But now I have to wait and be more patient until he came back (even if it's just holiday or whatever), remember back then he waits for 2 years long just to know me, it was paid off cause now you know that I love you, you loved me, never let me go and I'll never let you too. :)

End of post :)
Here's some picture ve took yesterday, yeah.. last photos -___-"
#awkward

please ignore my hands, WTF looks so damn big here, omg! I'm so fat :(

♥ Me and Him ♥

*FYI: I told him to take off his sunglasses before his friend Charles snaps this pict! hahaha*

From Left to Right: Adios, Angela, Me, Edward, Gracia, and Made

 

From Left to Right: Me, Edward, Gracia, and Made (hahaha they're so funny) *take 1*

From Left to Right: Me, Edward, Gracia, and Made *Take 2*

 

From Left to Right: Me, Edward, Gracia, and Made *Take 3*

♥ Me and Him ♥

 from Left to Right: Adios, Angela, Me, Edward, Gracia, and Made

 From Left to Right: Adios, Edward, Me, Gracia, Made, and Angela

  From Left to Right: Adios, Angela, Edward, Me, Gracia, and Made

 From Left to Right: Charles, Adios, Edward, Me, Gracia, and Angela

Just so you know, Charles is the one who took MOST of the pict yesterday! hahahahaha how pity :p 
But, thank you anyway :)
Taken with Gracia's pocket camera :)

xoxo,

          Lia.

happy easter all! :)

♥ 08.04.2012 ♥

Happy Easter everyone, may GOD bless all of you who reads my unnecessary blog post!

xoxo,

       Lia♥