Tuesday, April 8, 2014

I'm loving you the best I know how

Not really a necessary post,
but here I am today, well.. duh I couldn't tell what I really feel by now.
Just.. feeling a little romantic today. LOL

Maybe this post sounds really just kind of bullshits, actually, this is what I know about love.
I didn't mean to be an expert here, but I just need some self talk, because it's kinda embarrassing if I have to tell this with someone, well maybe not embarrassing, but kinda awkward..

I may be too young to know about love,
I may be too innocent to understand what's love,
but as long as I know it,
it never goes the way you wanted it to be,
it never ever happen the way you wondered,
and the hardest part of growing up is that fairytales never really exist in real world.
The way I experienced myself,
I never regret anything about it
To be frank, it hurts, yeah it hurts.
No love story always had a happy ending,
But it doesn't mean that you can never had a happy ending though.
The way I see it, I just wonder why I suffered this much?
Why it can't just flow, the way I wanted it to be?
Why I'm always losing the one that really means a lot, the one that I really feel safe when they're around, the one that you want to spend a lifetime together?
And believe me, I never really understand why.
But one thing that keeps me "have a little hope", is that God give me strength to face this.
I know that God never give problems that HE knows I can't handle.

Maybe I don't even understand what's the meaning about love,
the way I see it, I'm just loving someone,
I give the best I can, I do the best I could,
I am human, I made mistakes,
I'm not perfect, I screwed sometimes,
I sometimes can't handle myself,
Well somebody needs a little time to get through it,
but what I really need is someone that could understand,
and just know that it's okay to be not okay sometimes.

Let me tell you this,
I rarely found someone, someone who can make me smile,
I mean a "real" guy, not including my friends.
That's kind of different story.

I rarely found someone,
Someone that can keeps my heart beating only for him.
Someone that when I looked into his eyes, my world feels so complete,
Someone that makes me feel completely safe around him,
Someone that I never get tired of waiting,
That someone, who takes my breath away when he looked into my eyes,
the eyes that I wanted to see for the rest of my life,
the face that I wanted to see when I wake up every morning,
the hands that I wanted to hold and never let go of it,
the one that can never be compared with anything in this world.
The one and only kind of people.

I don't need fancy cars,
I don't need an expensive things,
Every little things that you give, it's just enough for me.
The best gift I ever asked for is YOU.
Every single time Ive spent with you is the moment I treasured.
You give me something that you couldn't get back,
TIME.

Tell me I'm smart with words, yeah I do,
But just let me tell you, that's what I ever feel when I'm with you.
Don't tell me to stop loving you, because I couldn't.
'Cuz Right now I'm loving you the best I know how.


OH WELL, I really wish I could say that whole thing for real. Someday. :)
Goodnight


Saturday, March 29, 2014

Flawless Radiant Face

Hello everyone,
so here I am today, back with another makeup topic *cough*
As you know, I love using BB cream, instead of any other foundations, because it makes my skin look more softer & not so "heavy" & too white. And as long as I ever did makeup, well personally I recommend using the cream foundation for more coverage, to conceal any freckles, pimples, or any redness.
OH, this time I bought the newest CC cream!!
And just to remind you, I'm not so impressed with the last CC cream I've bought (gotta say it's from max factor), but this one, it's different! Really, trust me, beside of the packaging is good, well it's in GOLD. I love gold. haha :D



It's from ELIANTO, well, it's a Malaysian makeup brand.
They got the white one, it's for whitening, since my skin is white enough, so I need this gold one.
It's called infinity youth, well I guess it's for anti-aging. Remembering that I had this wrinkles on my forehead, old enough huh? LOL!
First of all, all you can see is a white cream on my hand, but it magically match into your skin color, so they only had one color only. COOL or what?
See the pictures below! ;)







Can you see the radiance? That glowing part on my hand?
This is my instant love makeup product ever.
The price is 360K (in rupiahs), not so expensive though.
And here's the result on my face. ;)
Take a look!

 without blush & lipstick






Till the next post dear ;)





                                                                                xoxo,
                                                                                        Lia

Wednesday, March 26, 2014

Pretty Eyelashes

Hello everyone,
so LONG didn't catch up with you guys here..
Ah if you're facebook friend or my followers on Instagram,
some of you would know that I've LOST my iPhone AGAIN about a week ago. :(
Oh really my bad luck!!

Okay so today I'm going to give some review about eyelashes, I mean fake lashes.
A week ago I've got a package I mean some endorses stuffs from madame_lashes (find them on instagram), they sell a lot of  eyelashes, their best seller is ELISE. Thankyou so much for sending  me this beautiful lashes!!

Not too much with the talking part,
here's the pictures!




 ELISE #17
ELISE #6448
 ELISE PREMIUM COLLECTION #827
 ELISE PREMIUM COLLECTION #832
 ELISE PREMIUM COLLECTION #812
ELISE PREMIUM COLLECTION #830


My fave is 832, oh 830 also, it's so THICK and so comfy!
You know that I love thick lashes, and if you are interested to buy some lashes with affordable price GO to her instagram page: @madame_lashes @madame_lashes @madame_lashes.

And not to forget, here's some full-face picture while using this beautiful lashes ;)
Some selfie won't hurt anybody right *teehee*
And again all pictures taken with NO FILTER, just to let you know.








And to those who wants to endorse their stuffs to be promoted by me, please kindly contact me by:
E-MAIL : lil_feibing@yahoo.com
LINE : lia_octaviani
INSTAGRAM : lia_octaviani
FACEBOOK : Lia Octaviani Jayapranata

Till the next post guys! ;)




                                                                                    xoxo,
                                                                                            Lia

Friday, March 14, 2014

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY

HAPPIEST BIRTHDAY TO MY DAD


MY SUPERHERO
MY KING
THE MOST KINDEST MAN IN MY LIFE
THE ONE THAT I SHOULD LOOK FOR KIND OF HUSBAND
THE ONE THAT I SHOULD LOOK FOR KIND OF DAD TO MY CHILDREN
THE ONE THAT I SHOULD MAKE PROUD OF HAVING ME
THE ONE THAT UNDERSTANDS ME MORE IN MY HARD TIME
THE ONE THAT LOVING ME UNCONDITIONALLY
THE ONE THAT ALWAYS GIVE HIS HANDS TO ME
THE ONE THAT NO MATTER WHAT I DO, ALWAYS FORGIVE ME
THE ONE THAT I LOVE MORE THEN ANOTHER GUY IN MY LIFE
THE ONE THAT I SHOULD TAKE CARE OF WHEN HE'S OLD ENOUGH
THE ONE THAT I NEED TO LAY ON FOR THE GOOD & BAD TIMES
THE KIND OF MAN THAT I SHOULD LOOK FOR
FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE


I CAN'T BE THE KINDEST DAUGHTER
BUT YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU
EVEN IN MY BADDEST BEHAVIORS

GOD BLESS YOU ALWAYS DAD
WISHING YOU ALL THE GREATEST


!!HAPPY WHITE DAY TOO EVERYONE!!
♥ XOXO ♥

Thursday, March 13, 2014

Face to paint

Hello everyone,
ah as usual, I've got nothing to do than typing in front of my laptop here, brings some portfolios *cough* of my art works, as you know I'm now a MUA a.k.a Make-up Artist, well it means I've to deal with a lot of different faces. *LOL*

So, here's is my fave face to paint on, for 2 days.
Check it out! :)

This is my face to paint on March'12, 2014.
And she's no other than my other half, my sissy, my partner-in-crime, my fashion-sister, my BFF, my own personal dentist-to-be, and also my loyal client.
So sorry ya your before here is so so so jelek hahahaha PEACE :p





SELFIE ;p

And here's my face to paint on today, March'13, 2014.
My new pretty client, Ce Lydia.







Trust me, I'm loving ce Lydia's dress!
Mad mad mad love!
 
Oh loving both of their eyes :D
Ah I can't wait to paint on their face again someday.

End of post!
For more further information & booking inquiries, kindly ask thru LINE: lia_octaviani.
Go check out my INSTAGRAM for daily updates: @lia_octaviani.
And also on FACEBOOK for more pictures: Lia Octaviani Jayapranata



                                                                                           xoxo,
                                                                                                    Lia

Thursday, March 6, 2014

Red lips

Hello everyone,
as I promised you last time, I've got another makeup look for you today, and as I already said in my Instagram (if you're following me, check my instagram: @lia_octaviani if you want) I'll tell you the products that I've used in this pic next..


PRODUCT LIST :
MAYBELLINE BB CREAM
MAYBELLINE FOUNDATION POWDER
AMAZING COSMETIC CONCEALER
INGLOT EYESHADOW
INGLOT BLUSH ON
TOO FACED SWEETHEARTS PERFECT FLUSH BLUSH "Peach Beach" (Limited Edition)
MAYBELLINE LIP POLISH / COLOR ELIXIR
MAYBELLINE BABY LIPS
IN2IT LIP TINT PEN
SILKY GIRL EYEBROW PENCIL "02 Dark Brown"
MAYBELLINE GEL EYELINER "Black"
SEPHORA SUN DISC
DRUGSTORE Fake Lashes

If you're curios about the INGLOT, and the others products that I've mention up there, here's the picture..


 I'm using this eyeshadow & blush

And the closer to the look! ;)
Did I ever told you that I love red lipstick so much?
NAH, you know now, but I rarely use red lipstick in daily use, I use it just on special occasions only.
Here's the eye makeup!


Liking my eyebrows?
Oh it's super thick, SUPER thick, note that.
I was trying to get an Ombre eyebrows, but failed,
so it looks like dark brown or black here.
And notice my fake eyelashes? That's my current favorite for now, been using the thick in decade, now I'm trying the other one, and mad LOVE gorgeous.
Oh another selfies ;)
And oh just to let you know, I didn't use any Photo's app such as Camera360, or any other. And I didn't edit the contrast or brightness as well. So it's 100% real and no fake *LOL* :p










Ahhh LAST one :p
 

Till the next post dear fellas




Lia