Friday, April 27, 2012

New Announcement! :))

Hey everyone!
Just so you know that I updated my blog banner just now :)
Come and take a look!


Okay, maybe this banner didn't suit my girly -blog before #LOL!
But i don't know why, I like the colors, hey rainbow is now trending! hahaha

Enjoy and stay tune.. :)


Thursday, April 26, 2012

Happy 23th Birthday to you baby ♥

26 April 2012
Happy 23th Birthday to YOU baby !
wishing you nothing but the best!
Be Wise
Be Happy
Be Grateful

The best things in life is..
Knowing that someone loves you more than you ever know,
I know I may be selfish sometimes, but I know you can handle it,
You know how to treat me well, like I'm the only one for you,
Thank you for ever making me feel so special,
I love every single thing you did to me,
Like how you sing to me, I like the way you say you love me,
The way you missed me, The way you laugh,
The way you hug me, and The way you look at me,
and one thing,
I love the way you smile, I love it more if I am the reason! 
I miss the time when we had a very long conversation on the phone,
Even I didn't say much, cus I love to hear your sweet voices,
Thank you for the bear also,
I just pretend that it's you when you're not around,
I know that's not the same as if you're here though..
 Wishing you had a great and awesome birthday there baby,
Oh I really wish you're still here!
We don't know what could happen tomorrow,
If we're meant to be together, we will be together :)
Your happiness is my happiness too,
And if there comes a time when we can't be together,
Keep me in your heart, I'll stay there forever. 
No matter what happen in the future,
but one thing you should know,
I love you more than yesterday, and I don't want to lose you!
It's hard to believe that I finally found someone like you,
and I wish I don't have to find another you.
I don't have to say it out loud,
but you know that
I love you unconditionally!

Wednesday, April 25, 2012

See you in November! :(

Hello everyone, it's been so long since my last post OMG!
Sorry, kinda busy lately :(
I promise to provide free time to update my blog for the days ahead...

So, this is the second week where my status is no longer a single, hahaha .. but in a relationship. :p
not something likely to be an interesting post for you guys, but it means a lot to me.

24 April 2012 is
the day that really drained me emotionally, during the year 2012 for me ..
Where I just feel the happiness
of falling in love a.k.a dating for 2 weeks, and had been left by my boyfriend, go abroad, to the country side! #LOL!
It doesn't matter, it's His decision from the first time, long before he began to close to me :)

Not his fault, nor my fault, it has become our previous commitments, which I already knew that he would go to work, not in Indonesia (but Russia). OMG!
Can you imagine that? fortunately, our time difference is not much different, just 3 hours, well our time in Indonesia faster 3 hours from Moscow (St.Petersburg). :)

I've been mentally prepared before he actually left Indonesia. This is just a new early stage, yet the next stage, where one day at some point, I felt tired and needed him beside me but he couldn't, and so is he. To be honest I was not fully prepared to be left by him, but what can I do? slowly but surely, I can handle that. *amen* :)

Communication is the only important thing in this long-distance relationship. And also the understanding of the two lovers to understand the existing situation. Maybe it's just too hard, very hard at first, we communicate almost everyday, whether it be just texts or phone. Listening to his voice before I'm going to sleep, sometimes we fall asleep together while on the phone, listening to his cute voice, how he sings to me, his laugh, it makes my day. :')

Because our distance is way too far and certainly couldn't made any call everyday because it cost expensive, we certainly rely on a strong connection (including through facebook, chat, or skype). Maybe that's not enough cause I miss him, and I wonder if he missed me too. But now I have to wait and be more patient until he came back (even if it's just holiday or whatever), remember back then he waits for 2 years long just to know me, it was paid off cause now you know that I love you, you loved me, never let me go and I'll never let you too. :)

End of post :)
Here's some picture ve took yesterday, yeah.. last photos -___-"

please ignore my hands, WTF looks so damn big here, omg! I'm so fat :(

Me and Him
*FYI: I told him to take off his sunglasses before his friend Charles snaps this pict! hahaha*
From Left to Right: Adios, Angela, Me, Edward, Gracia, and Made

From Left to Right: Me, Edward, Gracia, and Made (hahaha they're so funny) *take 1*
From Left to Right: Me, Edward, Gracia, and Made *Take 2*
From Left to Right: Me, Edward, Gracia, and Made *Take 3*
Me and Him
 from Left to Right: Adios, Angela, Me, Edward, Gracia, and Made
 From Left to Right: Adios, Edward, Me, Gracia, Made, and Angela
  From Left to Right: Adios, Angela, Edward, Me, Gracia, and Made
 From Left to Right: Charles, Adios, Edward, Me, Gracia, and Angela

Just so you know, Charles is the one who took MOST of the pict yesterday! hahahahaha how pity :p 
But, thank you anyway :)
Taken with Gracia's pocket camera :)


Sunday, April 8, 2012

happy easter all! :)

Happy Easter everyone, may GOD bless all of you who reads my unnecessary blog post!