Remember what keeps you happy

Hello everyone,

sorry for disappearing for a month from this blog..

Kinda busy with works lately, and got time to write up again here on this blog.

I miss my writing, so here I am now at almost 1 a.m typing in front of my lovely laptop listening to Afrojack - Ten Feet Tall, one of my favorite song in current few months.

Well I'll write this blog with few more language, so it will be more "friendly". lol

So, as you could read above,

Remember what keeps you happy.

Really, do you ever remember things that make you happy even in simplest way?

I do (not really I remember everything tho).

But, I just know the moment something makes me smile, I guess I am happy.

Well maybe a little.

For example, when you got a delivery package in front of your doorhouse from a shop, when you bought something online.

It's like "Oh finally *with smile*" nah I did that.

Or maybe when... someone special texted you "Hi."

*BOOM* I know you're smiling that moment. hahahahahaha

Don't count your happiness just when you got something expensive.

Yes I know that everyone lovessss expensive things.

But it is more precious if you got something that had a meaning of it.

For example, oh you got a branded bags because it's your first ever authentic bag that you bought with your own money *your job-money*, not because it's your parents money or bla bla bla.

Pastinya kamu merasa PUAS meski bakal ada pikiran OMG tabunganku berkurang banyak blah blah blah, BUT kamu bakal bener2 jaga itu barang because you know itu hasil kerja kamu sendiri, lain hal kalau pemberian dr ortu, palingan berapa lama uda bosen keleussss. (well happen to me LOL)

I won't count how much I spent to be happy.

In fact, real happiness can't be bought with money right.

Those flowers that blooms inside your heart, in the most simplest way.

Nah I am sorry that I sounds too cheesy lah.

Happiness is when.... you had something that makes you realize that Life is much more beautiful to be happy for, maybe a job you had, bestfriends that you love (and maybe if they love you back), someone that maybe makes you realize that reality is finally much more better than your dreams. Though I haven't met that "someone". LOL

Romantis dikit boleh lah ya :D

Nah, sekarang buntu nih mau ngomong apaan.

Intinya nih ya, bahagia itu simple, saat hati dan pikiran kamu udah "plong" meskipun beban berat masih ada, but you know what you had to do..

Deal with it, life goes on, and you moved on, bukan berarti elu LUPAIN, mau lu hapus foto, mau lu delete contact, yg namanya MEMORY itu STAY FOREVER, mana bisa lupa coy, bisa sih kalo lo ga stuck in one place that had thousand memories and you  moved to another country or maybe another city. Good if you had that chance.

Kecuali kalo lo AMNESIA, baru tuh lu bisa bilang move on, galau? inget masalah lu sebelum amnesia aja boro2 boo. *lol*

Life is much more easier to worry less alias WOLES aja bro,

asal tau mana yg baik dan buruk, and SET YOUR LIMITS!

Udah tua sob, kurang-kurangin nyusahin orang apalagi diri sendiri.

Kurang-kurangin main2, nyakitin hati orang.

Ati-ati deh karma itu ada loh, you got what you've done.

Nah lho bingung kan sama ini kata2, jelasnya aja sih ibaratnya nih ya..

"Kalo lo kasih orang lain tai, suatu saat lu dikasih tai juga sama orang lain.

Kalo lo kasih rezeki ke orang lain, nanti lu juga bakal dapet rezeki juga."

Gitu aja muter terus coy, ga susah-susah amat sih.

Nah kalo lo di jahatin orang, ga usah dibales, emang sih LORO ATI BRO, tapi inget...

nanti juga yg jahatin elu dijahatin sama orang lain, apalagi kalo lu dijahatin sama org yg lu sayang pake bingittt, ntar juga doi dijahatin sama orang yg doi sayang pake bingittt.

Bisa jadi lebih parah (bukan doain sih, but that's exactly what I know for sure, cuz it happened to me once, well maybe twice or more than that. NAH jd curcol kan gueh.)

Makanya lain kali jangan baper, jadi galau kan lo.

And here's one of my fave quote for you guys, and be sure to remember....

"Karma's only a BITCH if YOU ARE."

So that was the end of this post, this was kind of random post I guess.. 

Well maybe I'll post some of my makeup look on the next blog.

Got some endorsements that I like to post on this blog.

Stay tune!!!

thanks for capturing, I am giggling! xD

                                                                            xoxo,

                                                                                              Lia ♥

Wisdom Teeth Extraction (Removal)

Hello everyone,
oh my god it's February already!!!!!
I know time flies so fast..

Attention: this blogpost contains a disturbing picture of my bloody tooth.

So here's to the point as I said on my blog title, I am having my wisdom teeth extraction, or you could say removal, or odontectomy as their medical name oh whatever..
And I'll show you next my x-ray *lol

You can see the wisdom teeth is supposed to be straight, but mine had grown headed, and it causes my wisdom teeth can't grow out. Oh believe me, this is my first time having surgery (even it's small) still it's SURGERY!! Not to be dramatic here.. But it is less painful now, finally get rid of them. And the doctor is a dental surgeon, which is more expert of my case.

So, I spend at least a month (to get rid of those two), 2 weeks for 1 tooth, and waiting for it to healed then removing the other side. The first one is NOT painful at all when the doctor pull out my tooth, oh well she anesthetized me first before begin to slit my gum.

I don't know what she's doing, but all I know she separates my teeth with my bones, with some kind of bone drill. wohoooo it's a DRILL. Then she cracked my tooth but it doesn't cracked at all, she said that maybe my bones is too strong, and she need to drill it (again and again), so she separates my tooth to 4 pieces (that's creepy).
It takes only about 1 hour, remembering that's just a small surgery after all.

After she finish removes my tooth, she begins to sew my gums back together, and I need to let it healed by themselves. And don't ask me how it looks like, I look fvckin' disgusting, especially 1 day after surgery. My cheek's swollen, really BIG, of fuck I feel like gaining 5 kilos seeing my cheek like that, and my face doesn't look so proportional either.

Wanna see my tooth? hahahahaha oh I didn't took a picture of my first one, so here's my second wisdom teeth..

You may see that's only 3 pieces, but actually it's 4, the other piece is missing. lol
And you know what, the last wisdom teeth are the creepiest, why? the roots is like claws, so technically it's more difficult to extract. But it takes only 45 minutes for the second odontectomy.
Thanks to my dear bff Gaby who helped!!!!! GRAHH I am grateful that now they're GONEEEE :))

Do you spot the yellow bruise under my right cheek?
YES it's because the wisdom teeth extraction.
And the picture below is one day after surgery, SHIT look at that NOT PROPORTIONAL cheek!!!!
So I'm not gonna set it extra large hahahahaha *fvcking disgusting.

This one before going to my second surgery..

After surgery.. omg zombie alert! and you may see the exact difference of my cheeks. lol

Still pretty huh? LOL :p
The second one is much more pain-less that the first one, you know what? I can't barely smile after having my first odontectomy. Crazyyyyy. Hahaha.. I can only eat porridge for day 1 after surgery. After that? I can eat chicken, even beef! Hahaha :D
And for the second time, I only eat porridge for current 2 or maybe 3 days straight. To lose weight of course. Still can't move on with dietary obsessed.

And here's my current situation now (well last saturday) after thoseeee surgeries...

HA maybe I got a little slimmer face after all those removal thingy. :D
So, this is the end of the post!
Leave any comments if you're experiencing some kind of same situation as mine..
Till the next post!!

                                                                            xoxo,

                                                                                              Lia ♥

Fresh New Start

Hello everyone,
First of all, happy new year!!
May joy & happiness surround us in this 2015..
As you know, I didn't go anywhere for holiday, yes that's sucks.
But whatever it is, it's passed already, and now it's time to get back to work and make some money. LOL. Eh sorry for this post, I will use both english & indonesian as well. Sorry guys, for those who didn't understand, please open up your google translate for instant. :p

Oh you know what, during holiday back then, I terribly feel so so so lazy (until now I guess), I am so lazy to do anything, including eat, working, and going anywhere (as you know I am the type of person that can't even sit at home for few days), just sitting in front of my laptop, watching movies, surfs the instagrams, and mostly sleep.

Aku ga tau sih why, itu hal yang JARANG sekali terjadi, apalagi buat aku. hahaha. okay, sedikit aneh sih curhat di blog ini menggunakan bahasa indonesia, as you know mostly I use english here, tapi kalau dikehidupan asli, jarang sekali pakai yg namanya bahasa inggris, I mostly use javanese, alias bahasa jawa, maaf ya merusak image, hahahaha. Dan sejujurnya saya punya nada bicara agak kasar dan medok sekaliii, don't expect me punya nada suara yang sok imut dan sedikit bitchy (buatku itu menjijikan sekali dan tidak terlihat berwibawa), I'm kinda boyish. LOL
So, to be honest I don't know what I have to say today, actually I just need a little chat, even there's NOTHING left to say, yet.

Errr maybe a little bit of selfie pic I just took yesterday.
As you know I love to play with makeup stuffs, especially in the middle of the night where I can't even sleep. Oh maybe I took about 15 minutes for doing my face. And also LOVE the fuller looking lips last night!!!! omg :p
So here it is..

And if you're wondering what kind of fake lashes I am using here, it's from Blinkcharm Sweet Classic #1, I am one of the winner of their giveaway. Look at those packaging, it's rudolph and it's super CUTE.

See you in the next post guys!

                                                                            xoxo,

                                                                                              Lia ♥

20 FACTS ABOUT ME

Hello everyone,
so I'm here today with this kind of title of 20 facts about me, it's so trending by now FYI.
Go check to your instagram and you'll find some (well maybe a lot) of people posting about their own facts. So here's mine.. (well I will post it.. maybe later on instagram but not now)

So here we go starting from the very first fact about me!
1. I was born in Surabaya on October,28' 1992, going to 22 years old in just a month.
2. My favorite snack is french fries, I can eat french fries everyday. Anytime anywhere.
3. I am allergic with some kind of seafood, and always got red spots above my lips, back of my head, on my hands, and always shows in the exact same place if they relapse! :(
4. I can't leave home without EYEBROWS! I will make sure my eyebrows done perfectly before leaving home, even I spent 10 or 15 minutes long just to draw my eyebrows (especially weekend), I could stay on my chair for about 2 hours to look purrrrfffect. And don't ever compare my weekdays and weekend face, it's total different and I know it. My face is my own canvas anyway..
5. I losts total of 24 kilos, and gain 5 kilos back.
6. I get mad easily, and if I do, I will stay quiet. I am kind of person that holds my anger, and if I reached out my limits, I will just BOOM. So be careful.. I am a vindictive kind of person. I will never forget any faults you've done. I pissed of easily, I am temperamental, I'm grumpy, I am sarcastic, I'm cold-blooded, so watch your acts & words.
7. I love deeply, once I love someone, I'll stay in love. No matter how hurt it is, I don't easily fall out of love. Well, it already exists in me, if you love someone, try to be a faithful kind of person, though perhaps your partner isn't kind of a faithful person.
8. I'm a believer of KARMA, you reap just what you sow. So, I am trying to not creating my own karma. Just do good, and be good, so the good will follow you. I know karma does exist and I see it by my self now.
9. I'm a work-a-holic sometimes, especially if it comes to makeup. I once want to be a fashion  of shoes designer while still in junior high, but I dislike sewing. I like drawing. Well I like to design, but I am not interested with tailoring or some kind of that. The time flies, and finally I discovered that I loveee to make womens pretty with makeup. so here I am now being a MUA, well it's not easy as I thought it was. But I love 'em!
10. My first crush was in Elementary school, while I'm still in the 1st grade, oh he's in 5th grade!! hahahahaha :p
11. Once I hate a person, no matter how long it is, I will always hate. I will never ever forget for the rest of my life, and there's no "friendship" word in my dictionary. And if I made ​​friends with people I hate, it's like I'm swallowing my own saliva And I'd be happily die if I am kind of friends with my fuckin' enemies. You can see straight on my face whether I like or dislike someone, it shows on my face! REALLY. I speak harshly, and curse a lot. I had a bad temper. I could make you hate me or love me in just a blink of eye. LOL!
12. I failed to keep promises to myself, that I wouldn't go to nightclubs. and it happened when I was in a state of hurt well.. brokenheart. it sucks you know, I just wanna stop, but still couldn't. Sorry for myself. And still couldn't help about it. I drink a lot, but I always manage myself to not to get drunk, that's why I drive by myself to nightclubs. I will make sure that I'm sober!
13. I am kind of woman that if I dislike someone (read: men) from the first time, I will never give second chances. Just cut it off, and goodbye. Terribly afraid of getting hurt all over again. That's why I'm single for.. well almost 2 years now.
14. I posted quotes with my pictures or selfie on instagram. Those quotes contains what I feel and what I was thinking at that time. So be aware of it.
15. I try to be an independent kind of woman, because my parents told me to be strong, and as possible didn't depend to much to someone. And don't you ever borrow money, or told them you're broke. Because it will make people go far away from you. Just spend money you have without thinking about prestige. A true wealthy people never show you they're rich, never show off their balance to the world.
16. I collect shoes, bags, watches. I got tons of it!
17. I'm a good listener. I listen to everyone chit chat seriously. It's kind of life-lesson. You need to open your mind. Life is too scary if you keep your mind close.
18. I got a terrible insomnia. I could stay awake all night long. I ever had a phone call starting from 10 pm to 7 am. omaigod.
19. If you asked me what's my religion, I would definitely said that I don't know. I just live this way, the important thing is I live well, I pray, I still know what is good and what's not, because I think some of the religious kind people is all a good people. For me worship isn't always about going to church, wherever you are you can pray. I'm not a fanatic to any kind of religion, I didn't said that they're not real, I believe that God, Allah, or Buddha exists. Just because we didn't go to church, doesn't meant that we're bad people. NOTE THIS!!! (no hard feelings, this was just my opinion)
20. I always hold my bear hands when I was going to sleep & turn on my music on my android.

I wasted 2 hours of my time writing this facts bout me, well.. 20 is just NOT ENOUGH to spills some facts about me! I know it's so easy to judge people and so hard to judge myself. hahaha :D write down if you know some facts about me!! :)

Too old for drama

Hello everyone, 
well first of all sorry for the chit-chat thingy here..
Oh I'd like to use a little bit Indonesian too this time.
So, yeah.. I'm back into my blog today, cus banyak banget uneg-uneg yang ada di otakku sekarang. you know for the past couple months having a cat fight oh whatever you wanna say, this person really really annoys me so much. Oh really!

Aku ga pernah mau tahu urusanmu, mau kamu hidup kek, mati kek, apapun yg ada hubungannya sama kamu, I DON'T EVEN CARE okay. SO why you keep bothering me so much. Especially the harsh words you used, hellooo, pendidikan tinggi, tapi etika & tutur kata kok sama sekali ga sepadan sama education'nya sih? Itu mulut apa sampah haha *sorry*

Well, sorry for whining a lot in here guys, I just need to express what I felt, people get tired okay, tired to act like everything is fine, everything is under control, oh whatever. YOU said that you "set him free" ? OH REALLY? HAHAHA!! well I don't have to say anything, but just make sure that your words are 100% TRUE.

Remember what YOU SAID last year, if you don't please just SEE YOUR POST ON FACEBOOK, you said that you never want to destroy someone relationship especially your ex, BUT WHAT?! HAHAHAHA. Such a hypocrite.. So, if you're now reading this, what you wanna do? MAU NGELAPOR LAGI? hahaha udah gede masi suka laporan, anak SD ya? hahahaha.. But I don't really care, you already messed up with me & my life. So I wish KARMA hit you straight on your face REALLY SOON.

You said that I "WANT" him? Yeah, I want him. I want him to be in my life, I want him for the rest of my life. Is that wrong? I don't think so. I didn't "WANT" him for any reasons. Or maybe you are the one who "WANT" him for reasons?  No offense dude. And just to make it straight, I never forced him to be with me, or choose me instead of you, I already told him that HE'S FREE TO CHOOSE okay. And I accept the fact that he chooses you. SO WHAT'S THE MATTER NOW?! I don't even care about you, and all the things between you two. So get losttttt!!

And just to let you know, I am now OKAY, I'm fine, I'm happy, and I enjoyed my life as much as I can, just like before I met him okay. So please yaa ga usah bandingin rasa sakit yg pernah kamu alamin, perjuangan kamu, atau apapun. Cus, rasa sakit kita itu beda, cara berjuang kita juga beda, pengorbanan kita juga beda. Aku bukan ingin hitung2an disini, cuma ngelurusin aja, KALO KITA GAK SAMA dan GA AKAN PERNAH SAMA. Mungkin kesamaan kita itu cuma "pengen" sama orang yang sama, tapi kata pengen kita itu BEDA. Entah kamu ada maksud ato ngga, who knows? :)

Dan kalo emang kamu ngebebasin dia dari dulu, ga akan kamu ikut campur dalam semua hal, pake cara apapun biar dia ga bisa berkutik, mau ga mau dia harus pilih kamu. Well well, kalo aku ngelakuin hal seperti itu, itu cuma buat aku malu sendiri. hahaha.. Please, before you say something, pikir dulu.
You can tell people what I've done, but don't forget to tell them what you've done TOO!
Cukup tau aja kokkk.
And the last, I told you,
I am too old for all your fuckin' drama, and too young to give a fuck.

Karma's only a BITCH if   Y O U  are. :)

Oh okay then,
sorry guys, I think I'll see you later in the next interesting blog..

                                                                                                    xoxo,
                                                                                                     Lia.

Make-up Courtesy Part 2

Hello everyone,
So here I am with my all time makeup courtesy since I attended a makeup course.
And yeah finally I passed the exam 2 weeks ago, with a great results, mostly 8! :D
Happy happy happy..
Not to waste your time again,
get ready for loads of pictures below! :)
Start from the 25th attempt, since I ended in 24th attempt on my last blog here..

25th

26th

27th

28th

29th

30th

31th

32th

33th

34th

35th

36th

37th

38th

So, from here, I'm in fashion make-up! :D

Ready?

39th

40th

Here's a bonus pictures, having an experiments with real model HAHA :p

Makeup done by Me, Hair done by Isabella Uray..

Back to fashion makeup...

41th

42th

And start from here, I'm in FANTASY make-up!! YAY~

Get ready people.. :)

43th

44th

45th

46th (Inspired by POP art)

End of Fantasy makeup :(

And here's the final result of preparation before having exam..

Thanks a bunch to Melinda Sugianto!

She's a makeup artist too FYI..

H-2

H-1

FINAL EXAM!!

Simple Hair do by Me

Flower crown made by myself.

Interested to buy one or more? Contact me :)

I had few more designs of flower crown..

Finally I'm now on bridal makeup!

DOUBLE YAY! :)

End of pictures.. to be continued! :)

OH really, bridal makeup is the hardest, well it's not that hard but you got to try to make it perfect, that's for me. hahaha..

Beauty is not about perfection, but how to make it perfect without changing someone else personality, only their looks! :)

Well every girl is pretty with or without makeup on, makeup is only "the plus" accessories lah.. hahaha

And here's the result of my job last Saturday..

Thanks my dear, Meliana :D
Hope you like my makeup on you hehe..

So here's the end of post today..
I'll seeyou in the next post very soon! :)

                                                               xoxo,

                                                                    Lia.