Remember what keeps you happy

Hello everyone,

sorry for disappearing for a month from this blog..

Kinda busy with works lately, and got time to write up again here on this blog.

I miss my writing, so here I am now at almost 1 a.m typing in front of my lovely laptop listening to Afrojack - Ten Feet Tall, one of my favorite song in current few months.

Well I'll write this blog with few more language, so it will be more "friendly". lol

So, as you could read above,

Remember what keeps you happy.

Really, do you ever remember things that make you happy even in simplest way?

I do (not really I remember everything tho).

But, I just know the moment something makes me smile, I guess I am happy.

Well maybe a little.

For example, when you got a delivery package in front of your doorhouse from a shop, when you bought something online.

It's like "Oh finally *with smile*" nah I did that.

Or maybe when... someone special texted you "Hi."

*BOOM* I know you're smiling that moment. hahahahahaha

Don't count your happiness just when you got something expensive.

Yes I know that everyone lovessss expensive things.

But it is more precious if you got something that had a meaning of it.

For example, oh you got a branded bags because it's your first ever authentic bag that you bought with your own money *your job-money*, not because it's your parents money or bla bla bla.

Pastinya kamu merasa PUAS meski bakal ada pikiran OMG tabunganku berkurang banyak blah blah blah, BUT kamu bakal bener2 jaga itu barang because you know itu hasil kerja kamu sendiri, lain hal kalau pemberian dr ortu, palingan berapa lama uda bosen keleussss. (well happen to me LOL)

I won't count how much I spent to be happy.

In fact, real happiness can't be bought with money right.

Those flowers that blooms inside your heart, in the most simplest way.

Nah I am sorry that I sounds too cheesy lah.

Happiness is when.... you had something that makes you realize that Life is much more beautiful to be happy for, maybe a job you had, bestfriends that you love (and maybe if they love you back), someone that maybe makes you realize that reality is finally much more better than your dreams. Though I haven't met that "someone". LOL

Romantis dikit boleh lah ya :D

Nah, sekarang buntu nih mau ngomong apaan.

Intinya nih ya, bahagia itu simple, saat hati dan pikiran kamu udah "plong" meskipun beban berat masih ada, but you know what you had to do..

Deal with it, life goes on, and you moved on, bukan berarti elu LUPAIN, mau lu hapus foto, mau lu delete contact, yg namanya MEMORY itu STAY FOREVER, mana bisa lupa coy, bisa sih kalo lo ga stuck in one place that had thousand memories and you  moved to another country or maybe another city. Good if you had that chance.

Kecuali kalo lo AMNESIA, baru tuh lu bisa bilang move on, galau? inget masalah lu sebelum amnesia aja boro2 boo. *lol*

Life is much more easier to worry less alias WOLES aja bro,

asal tau mana yg baik dan buruk, and SET YOUR LIMITS!

Udah tua sob, kurang-kurangin nyusahin orang apalagi diri sendiri.

Kurang-kurangin main2, nyakitin hati orang.

Ati-ati deh karma itu ada loh, you got what you've done.

Nah lho bingung kan sama ini kata2, jelasnya aja sih ibaratnya nih ya..

"Kalo lo kasih orang lain tai, suatu saat lu dikasih tai juga sama orang lain.

Kalo lo kasih rezeki ke orang lain, nanti lu juga bakal dapet rezeki juga."

Gitu aja muter terus coy, ga susah-susah amat sih.

Nah kalo lo di jahatin orang, ga usah dibales, emang sih LORO ATI BRO, tapi inget...

nanti juga yg jahatin elu dijahatin sama orang lain, apalagi kalo lu dijahatin sama org yg lu sayang pake bingittt, ntar juga doi dijahatin sama orang yg doi sayang pake bingittt.

Bisa jadi lebih parah (bukan doain sih, but that's exactly what I know for sure, cuz it happened to me once, well maybe twice or more than that. NAH jd curcol kan gueh.)

Makanya lain kali jangan baper, jadi galau kan lo.

And here's one of my fave quote for you guys, and be sure to remember....

"Karma's only a BITCH if YOU ARE."

So that was the end of this post, this was kind of random post I guess.. 

Well maybe I'll post some of my makeup look on the next blog.

Got some endorsements that I like to post on this blog.

Stay tune!!!

thanks for capturing, I am giggling! xD

                                                                            xoxo,

                                                                                              Lia ♥

Moving forward

Hello everyone,
miss me huh? hahaha well sorry for my disappearing for a couple weeks, I'm a little bit busy these few couple weeks, during preparing for my cousin's wedding on this week, it's on September 15. I have to find a dress, fitting, and also starting my new side job as a Make-up artist just so you know. hahaha that's really interesting OMG! I never imagine that I was be able to be a MUA. And uh I was totally forgot that I had a broken heart few couple weeks ago. LOL. Oh yes what keeps me busy, keeps me forget all hose stupid little drama back then. Oh fuck that. haha I live in reality, not in drama. :)

Well today I don't know exactly what I wanna say here, I just wanna share a little quotation for you, for those who want to move forward, not move on okay :)

"Time flies, people change, feelings change, and heart move "forward", not move "on", you know future are meant to be traveled forward, not backwards, set your past as a lesson, that's what makes you a better one in the future, you may miss the old times, but you know that it's more best to keep going rather than having to repeat the same story when you already know how the story would ends." :)

End of story.
hahahahahaha
Well I guess I'd post another make-up courtesy soon!
Till we met again :-*

                                                                                          xoxo,

                                                                                                        Lia.

Heart to heart

Hello everyone,
It's been a while since I had a "heart-to-heart" kind of post here right?
Hahahaha.. So today I'm here with this old kind of topic.
Well, you might know without I had to explain, it's always about love, heartbreak, disappointments, etc.
Yeah I know, life is never get easy right.
When you want something, you've got to try your best to get it, and when you already got it, you've got to try your best to keep it.

DUH, I wish I could just let go of my anger, you don't really understand how painful it is to see, to feel, to love, and to hold on to someone who barely don't know how you really feel, so am I. I don't really know what you're really think about me, how you really feel about me, how much you love me.
It's just like.... hold on to something that we don't know where they lead.

There's a time when I feel all tired, lose hope, and kinda think why don't you kill me instead of giving me this unbearably kind of pain?
There's a time I asked my self, "why?"
There's a time I said to my self, "It doesn't matter if I die tomorrow, I have nothing to worried about, nor consider about."
There's a time I said to people, "I don't even need anyone to be married, as long as I live happily, because you know what? If you love, love just make us a weak person, you breakdown, your heart breaks, and DUH.. all you can do is just seeing old pictures, listen to the old records, laugh because you remember how great your life back then, and how fucked up your life by now."

I told myself to let go, but I couldn't. 
It's just.. there's something about him I can't let go. You think it's easy to move on, but it's NOT!

Yeah I really did, I always look into pictures, and remember how happy we are back then, how I wish you're still by my side, you're still holding me.
I listen to the old voicenotes, just to make me feel a little more better to hear your voice before I go to sleep, and told ya the truth, I fell asleep right after I listened to your voices through our old voicenotes.
Go on, laugh a little harder. Hahaha pity me.
Still had the bear in my bed, and sleeping right next to me, seriously.
Damn, I think I'm going crazy soon, wtf.

Well you can say that I'm the girl who can't be moved. LOL
I barely asked myself why can't I just move on, just like few years ago, when I really had my very first heartbreak. hahaha.. remember my old blog in 2009 or 2010?
Oh old times, honestly I don't really care about it anymore.

Time flies, season changes, how about feelings?
In life, I learned that everything worth having doesn't come easy. Those thing that come easily, it eventually easy to go too. Don't rush into something. If it was meant to be, it will be, in the right time, in the right place, with the right persons. If someone wants to go from you, let them, if they're came back, they're yours.

Few days ago, I found this little quotation,

"You know it's love when all you want is that person to be happy, even if you're not part of their happiness." —Julia Roberts

Agree or not? Well, I do agree.
Why forcing someone to be with you if they're not really want to stay with you?
Let them go, I know it's not that easy to let go of someone that means everything to you, but don't you think it is too selfish to force them to be with us. I know, change takes a little time.

I told you, I am a selfish kind of person, I'm impatient, I am temperamental, in my head..I've killed my enemies & those people I hate over and over again, I am an evil, I am cold-blooded, I am stone-hearted, etcetera..

I'm just a girl, I can only wait okay?
Well I know I messed up, I fucked up, I am mentally breakdown, but one thing I know for sure, I grow up, I learned from my mistakes, I try my best, I know the limits, and I accepted reality.

GROW UP YOUNG LADIES,
LIVE YOUR LIFE WITH LESS DRAMA,
LIFE IS NOT A MOVIE.


Well, the last but not least, I tend to hold on to this quote I made,

"Being happy is your own choice, not others."

So, just stop following what's people manage you to do instead do what your heart said, you know what you want, don't base your decisions off the advice of people who don't have to live with the results.

I guess that's the end of this "heart-to-heart" post.
I'll seeyou later guys! :)

 

                                                                                                               xoxo,

Lia ♥

Make Up Routine

Hello everyone,

so today I'm back and going to do some list of

my weekend makeup routine (sounds like a pro) #lol

no no no I'm joking, I'm not a PRO at all *wtf hahaha

okay

let's get back to the topic! :)

Here's the list of products that I've used:

ULTIMA II Hydra Botanic Total Hydrating Cream

ULTIMA II Clear White Supreme Whitening and Anti Aging Eye Essence

THE BODY SHOP Concealer Stick

AMAZING COSMETICS Magic Eye Concealer

MAYBELLINE Mineral BB Cream

MAYBELLINE Powder Foundation in Natural

MAYBELLINE Pot Gel Eyeliner in Black 

DRUGSTORE Pencil Eyeliner in Black

REVLON Eyeshadow (contains 4 natural colors)
REVLON Lip Conditioning (Lipbalm)
REVLON Renewist Lipcolor SPF15 in #010 Naturally Revealing

THE BODY SHOP Lip Liner

SEPHORA Pencil Eyeliner in White

SEPHORA Bronzer

SEPHORA Blush in Rose

SEPHORA Spray Flash Eclat Radiance Mist

DRUGSTORE Eyelashes

 

Here's some pictures of ME (of course) with full makeup :D

The picture behind taken with flash!

Picture below taken without flash (but still can't live without the lights #lol)!

And here's the picture without flash, with natural lighting only :)

 

You don't have to use branded or any High Quality makeup such Make Up Store, Chanel, Anna Sui, DIOR, YSL, or maybe SHU UEMURA.

It depends on how you enjoyed yourself to play with makeup, and how you applied it,
just because you use any branded makeup it doesn't makes you more beautiful or prettier than anyone else, 
because every girl's born beautiful naturally :)
 
Some of products that I've used may not suitable for your skin,
so don't matter if you use your own beauty products..
HAVE FUN with your makeup :)

                                                   xoxo,

                                                                 Lia♥